Well...again it is hard for me to start! I am just so full of words that i never get out, so when I start typing it all starts coming to me and I feel like I can finally start finding all the thoughts that cloud my brain. When they all just sit there I have no idea what any of them are and so I just am lost and dont know what I am feeling.
It may start off a little rambled til I get the ideas out and separated...
Life...wow thats a big one! Sometimes I dont feel like I am contributing anything to people around me as much as I should! I just feel so tired all the time and so I do not have the energy to go out and do things that would be helpful...also just doing things that need to be done, I have also been slacking on that...like cleaning my car, my room, helping with the house, cooking dinner for the family...just things that are of the norm..as of now I get home from work and all I want do is sleep, for some reason I do not feel like I am getting enough sleep...I wish that I could have a week of vacation from all things and people but in my house, so I can sleep when I want, clean and cook alone and that would be a very big week for me! Well I dont think that is going to happen until I move out on my own and I will still have work so that will still be an issue, but I think that it would be easier for me to be me and live! okay well time to get back to work!! have a good one, til next time!
The women who has a lot to say but says nothing!
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