Well...again it is hard for me to start! I am just so full of words that i never get out, so when I start typing it all starts coming to me and I feel like I can finally start finding all the thoughts that cloud my brain. When they all just sit there I have no idea what any of them are and so I just am lost and dont know what I am feeling.
It may start off a little rambled til I get the ideas out and separated...
Life...wow thats a big one! Sometimes I dont feel like I am contributing anything to people around me as much as I should! I just feel so tired all the time and so I do not have the energy to go out and do things that would be helpful...also just doing things that need to be done, I have also been slacking on that...like cleaning my car, my room, helping with the house, cooking dinner for the family...just things that are of the norm..as of now I get home from work and all I want do is sleep, for some reason I do not feel like I am getting enough sleep...I wish that I could have a week of vacation from all things and people but in my house, so I can sleep when I want, clean and cook alone and that would be a very big week for me! Well I dont think that is going to happen until I move out on my own and I will still have work so that will still be an issue, but I think that it would be easier for me to be me and live! okay well time to get back to work!! have a good one, til next time!
The women who has a lot to say but says nothing!
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008
where to start!?
Okay well I am new to this so for the first few posts I may be a little all over the place!
Working and going to school!!! Well when I say school that may be A litle to open..one class, physcology in which I am doing horrible in! Who knows why I chose that to be my first school class in 2 years...but you have got to start somewhere..right?! I am not big on school and I am sure not a lot of people are but since I do not have a clue of what I would like to do for the rest of my life besides being a mom and a wife...I am not so motivated to go to school and do homework!
Work: I was working at a dentist office for the past year and it was a good job I knew how to do almost everything within the front office, but enough is enough! Lying is not my thing....here is what I am referring to! The people themselves individually I am sure are great and some are my very good friends but as a whole within this company...no one watches out for anyone but themselves and no one helps out! They act as if they are the only ones who have things to do! And for the managment..I will not go into that! There was so much dishonesty going on, I could not stand for it....just an FYI to everyone, If you even have the slightest thought of having a credit at an office, whether dentist, dr, wherever aks for it! Because I am not sure about some of the offices out there but one in particular...you will not get that money til you bug them to death! okay so enough about that! I now work at an orthopedic surgeon office...it is of course a different environment, the three other people I work with, the Dr, his wife, and my manager are all LDS!!! I love that fact...i can actually feel the spirit while I am at work! It is amazing and very enjoyable..although my manager is older married with children, we still get along great and I enjoy my job! I have had many jobs in the past and this one I like! okay well I think that is all for now!
til next time!
yours truly, rhayna kae!
Working and going to school!!! Well when I say school that may be A litle to open..one class, physcology in which I am doing horrible in! Who knows why I chose that to be my first school class in 2 years...but you have got to start somewhere..right?! I am not big on school and I am sure not a lot of people are but since I do not have a clue of what I would like to do for the rest of my life besides being a mom and a wife...I am not so motivated to go to school and do homework!
Work: I was working at a dentist office for the past year and it was a good job I knew how to do almost everything within the front office, but enough is enough! Lying is not my thing....here is what I am referring to! The people themselves individually I am sure are great and some are my very good friends but as a whole within this company...no one watches out for anyone but themselves and no one helps out! They act as if they are the only ones who have things to do! And for the managment..I will not go into that! There was so much dishonesty going on, I could not stand for it....just an FYI to everyone, If you even have the slightest thought of having a credit at an office, whether dentist, dr, wherever aks for it! Because I am not sure about some of the offices out there but one in particular...you will not get that money til you bug them to death! okay so enough about that! I now work at an orthopedic surgeon office...it is of course a different environment, the three other people I work with, the Dr, his wife, and my manager are all LDS!!! I love that fact...i can actually feel the spirit while I am at work! It is amazing and very enjoyable..although my manager is older married with children, we still get along great and I enjoy my job! I have had many jobs in the past and this one I like! okay well I think that is all for now!
til next time!
yours truly, rhayna kae!
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